Live at The Banks House from United Pursuit on Vimeo.

I hate being sick.

Found these.

The part where you wish you didn't have to breath never goes away i guess. I don't remember what it was like to trust life or even think for a bit that the bridge you were standing on wasn't made of glass. 

Goodbye forever, November 8, 2010

I hope you die a horrid and painful and miserable death. Today was unbelievably blech. Mostly for reasons that I can’t talk about here, which is why i never blog anymore, cause i can’t talk about anything, here. Gah. Retardando.

I’ve been studying for a chem test 2morrow, electron configs and their prospective 3 dimensional shapes. Its all very complicated. If I were to have it explained to me, by a normal person that understood it, I think I might find that it is not in fact that complicated. “Hybridized electron orbitals!?? No big damn deal,” I would say. But tonite, at 11:24 pm, which to my body is 12:24 pm due to the DAMNABLE time change, hybridized orbitals are just awful and I have been studying since 5:33 and I forgot to eat till just now and have had no smokes and no tea and no nothing, even friends, or family for GODS SAKE and I hate this day, monday, november 8, 2010.

Goodbye forever.