Im so-

BORED! AND HUNGRY!

HAHAHA!!!

This unruly, delinquent, disorderly, parole violating child,

uses these substances,
Cigarettes Age of first use: 8 y.o.
Alchohol Age of first use: 2 y.o.
Marijuana Age of first use: 10 y.o.
and now he's in trouble with the law.

Wonder what the hell his parents have been doing.

Sorry, I just get fired up here and have to let off the steam somehow. I'de like to knock some heads. Or love them, I guess. Shew.

November 3, 2009, at 8:30 a.m.

MICHAEL BRYAN DONALDSON


IN RE: JUDICIAL REVIEW-PERMANENCY PLAN HEARING

Please be advised the permanency plan hearing in reference to the above named child has been scheduled for November 3, 2009 at 8:30 a.m.

SEVIER COUNTY JUVENILE COURT



Isn't this just so sad? i think it is. shocking that something so vital in this child's life has been reduced to the words, "permanency plan". I wish I could be every child's permanency plan that is alone. Bless them, Jesus.

Announcement!

So... the Nyquil test?

Well. Apparently I have made a 100 on it. Which, according to the Professor, was last done in 1985. The whole class is p o'd because I ruined the curve. Hee-hee! The joy!

This just in:

Don't ever take NyQuil the night before a midterm. Just don't do it!

Sunshine.

Pretty good coffee here. Best damn brownies I've ever eaten. Some real mad clients, who didn't get updated enough. One Aquafina bottle, half empty. Tennessee October sunshine streamin in the big office windows. The hills of south Knoxville, the river, even Baptist hospital looks pretty today. Calhouns. The sunshine is gleaming off of the place where the 3 rivers meet. I want to enjoy this world today. I feel like I haven't had a vacation in a long time... A vacation where I felt really comfortable, relaxed, at ease, like it was my vacation and I fit there, that I belonged. Like if it were me and MY family. Instead of me and my broken family, (aka me) attached to my extended family.

I don't mean a vacation like to the beach, although it could be that. I mean like a night at home. Or a day in the mountains, or a dinner out. I miss the days of being normal. Guess I'll never be normal again. I've noticed on a lot of legal documents, once you are divorced you are always divorced. You don't get to just put "single". You could have been divorced for 60 years, and you will still have to check the box that says, "divorced".

I'm going to go away someday, hopefully soon. I will miss everyone but I think I miss myself now, more.

me at work today. in my rockstar outfit.

In to work this morning.

Coming in to work this morning, my mind is feeling scattered about. Chloe, my actual mind is faffing about. Yes it is. I need to narrow it the hell down, and concetrate. I did not do so well on my big time serious lecture test. I got the equivalent of a 89.1 on this teacher's scale. This is not an A. This is like a U, but its a B. U stands for UnAcceptable. I have another test in this class coming up on thursday next week. I have six days. Six days to learn the tricarboxcylic acid cycle and EXACTLY how it works. Six days to learn the Electron Transport System and EXACTLY how it works. Six days to learn how when starving people run out of things to make energy out of, they start breaking down their proteins. And EXACTLY how that works. Atom for atom. Element for element. I'm kind of excited, but kind of depressed, b/c i doubt that I will really be able to understand it all. And I want to understand it all! And this time, I need to make an A. Wish I had more time.... But as matt says, wish in one hand and... well, you know. Heh.

But aside from all that drama: My outfit is totally rockin today at work. People should come here, to this law office, just to see my outfit. I should post flyers. Come see her outfit! Come see her outfit! It will be worth it!

Does anyone want me to make them little drawings to give as christmas presents to give to people? I would love to make some small, detailed pencil drawings. They could be $10-$30. Anyone?

Is anybody but me excited that its going to be hot again next week?
Didn't think so. I am a lone reed. (name that quote.)

Is it hard to put up shelves into hundred year old plaster by oneself? Opinions? Anna laura? THoughts?

Everyone: Aunt betty's 85th birthday party is Saturay October 10th at Grace at 2 o'clock. Come. And bring her a present she would actually like, cause we will be the only ones that do. She likes books and antiques and scarves. She likes pots and garden-y things. She likes cookbooks and spices. She likes old country music. She likes us, too.

Everyone: Does anyone want to go to the Secret City Film Festival? Anytime next weekend? Emily?

Dreams: To have a studio and time. OHhhhhh..... groans. I can see it in my mind.

Dreams: To have a photo editing program worth its salt.

Dreams: To go to the third world sometime in '10.

Dreams: To love well.

later taters.