Nice to know no one reads this...
What is harder, knowing God or not knowing him? no, thats not the question i want to ask here tonite. What is better, to be with someone and commit to loving them even through the shit and the chance that they are WAY more fucked up than you thought? And then find out that they in fact are? Or to be alone. ummm....nope, thats not it, either. Make art that means something (to you) and be vulnerable and never see it go anywhere and see no one ever understand it or be interested in it? Or don't make any? Nah. okay, lets see... Forsake all you know for the possibility of love? Or not. yeah, i guess thats a good one. shit. goodnight, time for this girl to call it a day. God, could i die in my sleep, tonight? Then I wouldn't have to answer these...